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Pepper (Angela "Angie" Thompson) ([personal profile] vitalsarecritical) wrote2013-05-29 11:21 am
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[Memory 27]

Memory: Significant Positive - Saving Kenneth Blackwell's life, mature Savato operation (Death Awaits All)
Regained: Day 253; Game 193 (Lady of the Lake)
Notes: Memories come in the form of a small crystal. Breathe on it to receive the memory. You instinctively know to do that.

Memory:

This chapter

What was Learned:
-- Wow I haven't gotten any super plot relevant memories in a while. I remember infiltrating Delphi HQ with Derek to eradicate guilt, but this seems to be a Delphi operative's lab...
-- ...
-- It's... it's my father's lab. My father, who left his family to join this bio-terrorist organization.
-- He's sick... infected with Savato, which was the strain I remember Dr. Hoffman was infected with back when we were at the conference in Europe.
-- What is he saying ending it all before Delphi does.........
-- Grilling and yelling at dad for making poor choices and leaving his family D< RIGHTEOUS ANGER which is intermingled with a lot of hurt and a stubbornness not to let him die, despite his sins.
-- LET'S BEGIN THE OPERATION. It's a long and arduous one that involves a DOUBLE HEALING TOUCH but Dr. Stiles is victorious.
-- ... proud of myself for not crying although it's hard not to get a little teary near the end
-- Is that how it ends though...?

Effects:
-- She already felt betrayed by her father from an earlier memory, and angry at him once she discovered Delphi experimented on children. This won't eradicate that! In fact, as long as she doesn't remember context about why Blackwell joined Delphi and that he took full responsibility for his crimes, she'll remain angry and bitter and betrayed by him. But... she'll also realize that despite those emotions, she'll also realize that she still cares for him and still considers him her father.
-- so basically +100000000 father issues \'-'/ She's never talked about this before gosh she probably should after taking this memory.